Dear AC,
A year ago today I went to what would be my last doctors appointment. I drove seperate from daddy because I was going to go to work afterwards. At the appointment we had a doctor that we never had before. I wasn't sure about that. I got to see you on the ultrasound. It was determined that my fluid was low (3) so I should be induced. When the doctor told us I would be induced, I had a flood of emotions. I was so ready to meet you, but felt so unprepared. We did not think this was going to be the day. We asked the doctor if we had time to go home and drop off one car and get my bag. I loaded daddy's trail blazer while daddy took a shower. After he was ready we headed to the hospital. I called Grandma and texted a couple people to let them know I was going to be induced. Grandma C was excited because it was her birthday. With so many late August and September birthdays, everyone wanted you to be born on their special day. When I got checked in and in the room, I ate lunch and then waited for the nurse. The nurse hooked up the IV (took 3 tries to get it in) and then inserted cytotec to ripen my cervix. It was a pretty low key night. Not much of anything was happening. We wanted that day/night to be the night, but it wasn't time. The day replayed in my head today and the next three days to follow.
I miss you so much baby boy. I love you forever and ever and always!
Love Mommy
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