I still haven't been able to write AC's story. It's all in my head, every little detail, but I just can't do it yet.
One year is quickly approaching and I'm a mixed bag of emotions. I have been receiving 1st birthday party ideas in the mail and boy does that add salt to the wound. I want to scream at the top of my lungs, ugly cry, throw up, and then climb into bed and fall asleep with my AC bear. I want time to stop! I can't believe this much time has passed without holding him in my arms. A mother should never have to bury her baby!!
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